Day two. Learning slowly. 

Yesterday I picked up his clothes, today I wore one of em. Amazing what a piece of clothing he owns can do. It’s like a weight has been lifted off my chest and I feel no worries. Aside from his clothing being twice my size I could care less how others see me as because it was comforting as hell. Not being cliche but his clothes made me feel like he’s right beside me holding my hand and telling me “today is a nice day”. I didn’t cry when I woke up today, however I got used to him calling me checking up on me to make sure I’m doing homework,and that I’m awake. He’s super sweet. I wrote him a letter today as if I were talking directly to him which helped a lot. I’m not done with it though because the day is only half done. It’s not like I’m going out and all but I just didn’t finish the letter yet.

I’m learning slowly, and I know he’ll be back in a matter of time. He use to say “Patience if a virtue, baby”. So here love, I’ll be here waiting for you. Talk to soon. I miss you, I love you.