Day Three. 4 Page letters

Last night I texted his best friend Jessica looking for comfort. The reassurance of her telling me everything is going to be fine and that crying and missing him was perfectly normal felt good.  I’ve been writing him letters this whole week waiting for maybe a call or a letter to tell me his address so once I get it I will pack the envelop with my letters to keep him busy. I was doing a lot better today, I forced my self to eat because I know that if I don’t eat Mcwill will get really mad, plus it’s unhealthy to skip meals. I was more productive today than any other day. I’m learning to cope better every day. I just keep in mind that i will talk to him “later”. I’m learning to see things differently, in a rational way instead of being sad all the time. And because hes not here and we can’t fulfill each others wants and needs physically, we’ll build upon our communication skills with one another and we’ll learn another side that we didn’t know. 

Also today, I told my parents that I was going to fly to Missouri for his boot camp graduation and they fully support it! Yay, for my boyfriend getting on their good side! Another day closer to being with him again.